Posted on May 10th, 2009 at 1:38 pm by Ann
It has been raining the past few days, two typhoons and unpredictable weather… *sigh* can’t believe summer’s ending this soon… we still have our anawangin trip this weekend 
hope the weather’s fine then.
Been pretty busy lately, Cheng graduated from college (April27), we had Labor Day (May1), attended 2 weddings last May 3 and May 8 and today’s Mother’s Day (I forgot to send flowers 
masamang bata… tsk tsk tsk)
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Cheng my youngest sibling graduated B.S. Nursing last April 27 held in PICC. Then the day after, Mommy (Tita Lolet) came home from the states because she’ll be attending Jacqueline’s Wedding (my cousin).
We has a long weekend last Labor Day, I just spent the day at home, snoozing
Whew! I’ve been to 3 weddings this year 
and I’ve been to 2 this month alone ahaha! I guess this year is wedding year ahehe. Congratulations to Mateng and Joel; to my cousin Jacq and Derrick! Hope to see cute little babies soon 
John Peter Bondad’s nuptials was last May 8th, same date as my cousin’s, so I was not able to celebrate with them… Congrats Peter!
Wow Mother’s Day! Thanks inay for the love and continued care even at times, most of the time, I’m being hard-headed and moody. You know I love you so much and someday I’ll be able to pay up all my utangs ahehe! Love you love you :-*
Happy Mother’s Day to all mommy’s out there!
Happy Beer-day Marky! Enjoy! And hope you’ll get what you wish
Anntuts is looking forward to…
-Â Angels and Demons Movie
-Â Anawangin Trip
- May16th is Adi Andrew’s Birthday (my inaanak)
Posted on February 27th, 2009 at 11:08 pm by Ann
Last February 21, 2009, Saturday 3pm at Sta. Rita Church in Philam Homes Q.C. Anj and Ricky exchanged vows… in sickness and in health… till death do as part…
That was the second time that I was invited in a wedding ceremony and it was like you’ll feel blessed and blissful. When the church door flew open, the choral sang the entourage song then Anj began to walk the isle to where Ricky was waiting. It was beautiful site, rose petals falling, teary-eyed relatives, the groom smiling while waiting for her bride.Â
I wish to be wed in the near future
**sigh… buong mundo nagpapakasal na, [it seems that everyone's getting married]  except me *sigh*… May 3rd will be Mateng’s and my cousin’s getting hitched on the 8th.
pictures: http://anntutay.multiply.com
Posted on February 23rd, 2009 at 6:18 pm by Ann
You visited my dream last night. And it brought a feeling that has been sleeping ages ago. I want to see you, talk to you but I chose not to. If you want to talk, you could have called or texted, but neither, nothing, no effort from your side. Even snail mails nor e-mails. Nothing. I remembered then that we used to write to each other. Pieces of paper from our notebooks, passing notes, doodling. “I miss you†messages even though you’re just seated beside me. I still have them. Funny. Sweet. I felt then that I was in love with you, even though I don’t want to admit it. We were young then, naïve. Truthfully, I was not sure if what I was feeling then was real and yours towards me as well. I’ve made decisions and actions that brought hurt to you and I am sorry. But then you still understood and told me I was just confused. I felt weak then and guilty. How am I supposed to face you? How come you are willing to accept me despite the things that I have done? I don’t regret the things that had happened, because that experiences had made me who I am right now. And you know; you are one of those that mold me to what I am. And I thank you for that. You were my lover, my best friend, a brother, a father. And I’m glad to have had you in my life. And as I write this entry, I think of you and it made me smile. I don’t know where our relationship will take us but I’m hoping it will lead towards happiness.
Posted on February 15th, 2009 at 11:40 pm by Ann
thought i i’ll be “dateless” this valentine
i had dinner with inay at pizza hut then had a couple of drinks at marvin’s with my bffs - jovz and rico
me and inay
ann, jovz, rico
**pics in http://anntutay.multiply.com/photos/album/24/balentyms2009
Posted on February 14th, 2009 at 4:13 am by Ann
it’s THAT time of the year again… roses, chocolates, balloons, hearts, cupids, love songs will be the “in†thing this month.
February has always been tagged as the love month. It’s like the season when you show you are affectionate to someone by doing something special like giving him/her homemade chocolates or cookies [or something bought does not matter as long as it’s sweet ;-)] or some blossoms to awe them
The love month… the moment to spread your love
hmmm… I can smell the love… love is in the air… and I don’t care wahaha! Bitter? Not really or maybe a little wahaha! [little lang naman!] Just being honest [?]
a little something something: some things that I like and dislike about this lovey-dovey day that is called VALENTINE’S…
LIKES
1.      Maraming couple [mapa-boy+boy or girl+girl or girl+boy] ang nagkalat/naglipana kung saan-saan; different ages and nakakatuwa silang tingnan… nakakakilig [minsan :-P]
2.     Lahat na ata ng chocolate makikita mo sa grocery or sa kung saan mang bilihan. Tempting bumili… Tsarap! [anntutay <-- sweet tooth]
3.     Daming roses sa daan! Makulay! magandang pagmasdan.
4.     Lahat ng RED na bagay naglipana… wala lang… cool lang
5.     May mga kung anu-anong promo sa mga restaurants kapag panahon ng Valentines.
DISLIKES
1.      Wala akong jowa kaya wala akong ka-chorva. Kakainggit lang ang mga couple na naglipana. Kairita! Sorry, bitter-bitter-an ang lola mo :-P
2.      Napapagastos ako sa chocolates, dagdag pa sa timbang! Paano na ang diet?! Sira na naman! [damn!]
3.      Madami ngang roses, pathetic naman kung bibili ako para sa sarili ko; wahaha! Wawa naman walang bulaklak
4.      Wala lang… eh ano kung madaming red; pink or green ang fave kong color wahaha!
5.      Puno lagi ang mga resto/kainan kase madaming nagdadate! Wala akong mapwestuhan!
Wahaha! Pangulit lang I can’t think of anything more to add to my list i’m not saying that I hate this season and I’m not so into it either it’s nice that all these stuff are happening during a certain time of the year but isn’t it more wonderful that all these love themed thingys are observed throughout the year I’m not saying this because I haven’t met my Valentine… yet but when I do, I’ll have Valentines with him every day yikee! Baduy ni anntuts! Ahehe!
To all the single ladies out there, here’s a question for us, “Are feeling any pressure right now?†APIR!
Happy Valentine’s Day to all!
@inay: I guess you’ll be my Valentine for today again… love you :-*
my donut puso
My Pre-valentine:
Down pour of chocolates! Wahaha! Super happy! Thanks to all the ORA boys [Gino, Barry, Ralph and Than (and a half)], Tami and to the Events Committee of our project
We had a Valentine event during lunch time at our project area and it was hilarious!
anntuts and ralph playing funny bone
Kate was my pre-valentine date I was suppose to have a facial [my valentine gift for myself] but then I was not able to make the cut-off hour of the clinic… super sad… my mood changed when we had bigoli for dinner and mocha ice blended drink from CBTL we also watched a movie – when I met you. And to be honest, I did not enjoy movie though the sites from Coron, Palawan was super nice, can’t wait for March4*!
“i am nothing special; of this i am sure. i am a common man with common thoughts, and i’ve led a common life. there are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but i’ve loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough…” -Â noah (the notebook)
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WWWWWAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! Gusto kong magFeb Fair!
*Coron, Palawan trip
Posted on January 24th, 2009 at 1:39 pm by Ann
Can’t get enough of Lil’ Wayne’s Mrs. Officer! I’m so fond with the beat and the “wee ooh, wee ooh,weeâ€s 
sweet! Ahaha!
Add Akon’s Right Now “na na na na na†I like the beat but right now I’m having LSS with Rihanna’s P.S. I’m Still Not Over You and Stevie Hoang’s Addicted waaaahh!
Speaking of addicted, I haven’t got a decent sleep. Wahaha! Perhaps quick naps in the bus on my way home to Laguna we’re out last night – Walter, Ayen (Walter’s girlfriend), Pert, Mariz, Enri, Mel – watched Underworld: Rise of the Lycans and had a few drinks at Madison [located in Boni] (Enri had to go to work so no bad boy (mixed drinks) for her aaw) . had a great time I haven’t seen Walter about a year, I think. Glad to hear he’s working in Makati area too. Mel, Mariz, Enri and Pert too! Haven’t seen them in awhile. We did a lot of catching up and it was super nice lots of laughs :-DÂ
**pictures to follow…
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bonus: I saw a couple making out at the bar, and they’re both guys wahehe, I’m not used to it so please don’t get mad at me I just want to share it never crossed me that Filipinos are so open now wahehe! A bit cool and appalling experience/scene, I guess though I felt envious, it’s nice to have someone to cuddle with once in a while go girls/boys! wahehe! Bitter ako! Wahaha!
Happy Birthday Rentao and Betchay!
Posted on January 22nd, 2009 at 3:17 pm by Ann
Yeps, I have cold and slight fever… again. I’ve been feeling heavy and sickly these past few days…
I need vitamins! Wahehe!
I have to get well or else i may end up jobless… the recession issue very much impacted our company and am, in a way, very troubled about it. *sigh* but still thankful …
I still managed to go to the office last wednesday afternoon, though very very late, but I think it got the worst out of me since I went home from office super late, like 1 am this morning… hay… a lot of work must be done and I’m here working from home/apartment… oh well I think it can’t be helped… I need to consult a professional; I’m always like this… feeling weak and fuzzy… *sigh* I’m feeling feeble every second lately… weird… I used to be active and stuff like that. *sigh*
Aside from this physical weakness, I’m having dilemma in the heart department as well. I think it accounted in my sluggish feeling lately… just a thought. Aw I’m so dim-witted. I don’t know what to do, what decision to make, I’m so not gifted when it comes to this department. I’m so not feeling well and happy about what is going on in my personal life. Wahaha! I’m so utterly pathetic really… oh well… that’s me
Posted on January 15th, 2009 at 7:04 pm by Ann
“Kung hindi man maging kame… sya pa din ang first love ko…”
Ahaha! Kaloka!
Posted on January 11th, 2009 at 8:29 pm by Ann
mode: darma/emote-emote/mellow
i’ve been listening to this song the whole day! *sigh* can’t decipher what i’m feeling right now…
but i know i’m not okay…
see here
hay… i’m so not lucky when it comes to relationships… romance… i hope my luck will change… i wish to be loved… i wish to be happy… i don’t want to say goodbye… you know i can’t… i’ll just hold on, on what we have right now and see where we’ll go… for now i am sure… i love you so dearly and i’m so sorry i let you go…
love, by far is the hardest and most complicated feeling… but the most wonderful… I don’t know how long I can take it… if I need to be miserable, I’ll accept it… as long as that’ll make you happy… they say, “if you love someone, let him/her go…â€, but I can’t… I’ll hold on to you as long as I can and as long as you want me to… if being miserable is the only way that we can stay connected… I’ll stay happily-miserable for you… I love you… I love you dearly…
Posted on December 16th, 2008 at 12:29 am by Ann
Been busy these past weeks and now I have a lot of backtracking to do.
First things first - Breaking Dawn. Yep, I’ve finished reading it way before the premier of twilight the movie. The last installment of the Bella-Edward story was action packed, surprises and thousand of names to memorize, ahaha! Yep, a huge number of characters were introduced here, and well full of “magic†and twists. The last installment for the twilight series… I’ll be missing all the characters especially my Edward… I can’t believe it ended already… I miss you Edward! I’m so thrilled for Midnight Sun!
I was on night shift from the 17th of November ‘till the end of the said month. This did not stop me to watch Twilight on its first showing date here in the Philippines (though I was dying to watch the advance screening of the film, which was impossible with my schedule).
I practically dragged Mikel aka Ganda, to accompany me to Twilight, so after our shift, we watched for the trinoma mall to open – well, I cut the story short though, wahehe, I was late for our rendezvous :-P. we got the 11:something AM showing and then, Twilight! Ahehe, we even show a silver Volvo outside the theater it made me feel Edward was there ahaha! **Dreamy** I watched the movie twice, on the 26th and 28th ahehe
I know a few who was, I’m quoting them, “disappointed†in the movie, well because of the obvious reason that the pattern/story in the book was not evident in the movie and that some “kilig†scenes were scrapped. Ahehe. Oh well, on my opinion, the movie was okay and I kinda liked it I read the book too and well, I did not expect that it will be exactly like the book how can you squeeze a 300+ page book in a 2 hr movie? the movie was “okay†though I was not the giggle-ish compared when I was reading the book and well, the lovey-dovey parts of Edward and Bella were a bit fast tracked and that Bella’s lullaby was not highlighted as Bella’s lullaby, it was like Edward was just playing something on the piano ahehe. Hurray for Robert Pattinson, because I did not expect that he’ll be able to pull Edward’s character ahehe it was nice to see Edward and the rest of the Cullens smile a lot I always picture them as super serious at all times it was nice to see a lighter side of them. And the fight scene was way cool! Alice breaking James’ head! Awesome! Ahaha! Emmett was so Emmett, Rosalie was bitchy – I like, Alice is a cutie and Jasper was so in pain all the time! Ahaha! Funny! Carlisle’s pale look was super fake and well Esme was a dear I did not expect Jacob to appear way way at the start of the film I like James’ abs! wahehe!
Vampires are so hot! Ahaha I like all of them! I enjoyed the movie in my own not expecting so much way
I’ll just continue tomorrow for the rest of my overdue posts miss yah all! :-*
